Thursday, August 31, 2006 I... i finished. Painting. I stayed up all night and got done this afternoon. (awake for 26 hours, almost all of which was spent painting. JEALOUS?) I can't believe it's finally over. I've never spent so much consecutive time painting IN MY LIFE, nor have i ever painted any canvases of that scale. It's... bizarre. I don't know what to do with myself now. I feel like i should be working, since that's all i've done for the past month and a half. (July 17-August 31, just for the record- in case i need to look back at this and go "HEY, REMEMBER WHEN I ACCOMPLISHED STUFF? WORST MONTH AND A HALF OF MY LIFE.") No, not really the worst. Tedious as hell, but at least i was really doing something, and my family and friends are proud of me, so that's something. Also, money. That's something too.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 FYI: painting is incredibly tedious. Having to do it all day, every day is... i just... I AM GOING TO TURN MY PAINTBRUSH INTO A WEAPON AND STAB THINGS MOST ESPECIALLY MYSELF TO END THE SUFFERING PLEASE GOD
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