Thursday, August 31, 2006

 I... i finished. Painting. I stayed up all night and got done this afternoon. (awake for 26 hours, almost all of which was spent painting. JEALOUS?) I can't believe it's finally over. I've never spent so much consecutive time painting IN MY LIFE, nor have i ever painted any canvases of that scale. It's... bizarre. I don't know what to do with myself now. I feel like i should be working, since that's all i've done for the past month and a half. (July 17-August 31, just for the record- in case i need to look back at this and go "HEY, REMEMBER WHEN I ACCOMPLISHED STUFF? WORST MONTH AND A HALF OF MY LIFE.") No, not really the worst. Tedious as hell, but at least i was really doing something, and my family and friends are proud of me, so that's something. Also, money. That's something too.

Now i get to unpack all my shit from when i moved home A MONTH AGO. And then find a real job. Uhhhh. ...You know what, i think i'd actually rather paint.

- 8:52 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

 FYI: painting is incredibly tedious. Having to do it all day, every day is... i just... I AM GOING TO TURN MY PAINTBRUSH INTO A WEAPON AND STAB THINGS MOST ESPECIALLY MYSELF TO END THE SUFFERING PLEASE GOD

I'm way behind schedule! I really wish i didn't have to sleep, i would have so many more hours to work!

The best part of my day is watching America's Funniest Home Videos at 7pm on WGN Superstation. Aside from dinner, it's literally the only thing i have to look forward to every day. That should maybe be pathetic, but it genuinely makes me happy. It reminds me of a simpler time. People falling down! Babies being wacky! Animals being wacky! Guys getting hit in the nuts! IT IS SO ENJOYABLE, i am not ashamed. Oh America, you do the darndest things.

- 9:44 PM


Marina, 23, Florida. Hooray for mediocrity!

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