Sunday, January 28, 2001
 So, the Super Bowl sucked (well, you know, the end result blew). That last touchdown by Baltimore was total crap. I think this is the first whole game i've ever watched. Half-time was pretty cool (i loved the Ben Stiller bit... 'NSync-osmith. LOL). I liked all the video they did, what did they call it, Eyevision?? Whatever, you know, Matrix-cam. That was pretty cool. It's like pause in 3D. Yep.
Also watched Survivor... i like the new tribal council, but i miss last time's people.
Tomorrow is MONDAY. GODAMMIT that's such crap.
- 11:54 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2001
So today i got this thing in the mail from Maryland Institute, College of Art about a summer program there. It's for a whole month, and you live there, and do art like all day everyday. It sounds utterly terrifying to me, because i would be somewhere i've never been, with people i've never met, who are probably all better and more creative than i... but as i was reading the booklet, i was thinking about how all of this is like my DREAM. I could get so much work done, and so much experience, and get to know what college is like, and meet so many cool people... When my dad gets home, mom said we would talk to him about it, and i'll ask my art teacher what she thinks about it, but i think i'm gonna do it. It would be just stupid if i didn't.
- 4:25 PM
Friday, January 26, 2001
My mob name: Frankenberry. Hahaha, yes.
- 11:47 PM
I just spent a half hour trying to do paddle ball. The highest number of hits i got in a row was 11. Sad sad sad. Ya know, it's a lot harder that it looks.
- 11:35 PM
Dude, tomorrow's Friday. That's awesome. This week went by so fast.
So, that Super Bowl thing is on Sunday. It's kinda weird, because it's RIGHT HERE, so like my city is on national tv and stuff. Co-razy. And there's all these famous people here... it's just kinda weird. I wish the local news and radio stations would talk about it a little more (HA! that was sarcasm).
Hey, that Topher Grace kid was on the Daily Show tonite. He was fucking great. He's like, in Traffic (which i haven't seen, but kind of want to now because apparently it's good), and they showed a clip, and it was weird because he was being a grown-up and stuff. I'm just too used to him being like a high schooler on That 70's Show, plus he just doesn't look 22. But yeah.
Okay then.
- 12:41 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2001
I have decided... to not do my spanish homework yet again. Except this time i feel much more guilty, because my teacher went off on this big speech today about how smart i am in that class (even though i don't really do a lot of work, she just likes me i guess. which is good.) But oh well. I got some good news today- last six weeks i thought i was getting at least a D, if not an F, in biology (and i was absolutely sure), and i got a C, and i thought i did awful on the exam, and i got an A. I was SO HAPPY.
I really should get to bed. But i don't think that's going to happen yet. Yes, i am aware of just how stupid i am.
- 11:24 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2001
Hmm. I took another damn long nap today. I should really stop doing that, because it just never works out so good. But i'm still okay! I feel nice, and awake (still kind of like i just woke up, but awake)... but i do have a little bit of homework to do, and school still sucks. BUT i'm good. Good good good. Yep. Good.
- 9:55 PM
Whheee! Today is a much better day than yesterday. I needed some paintbrushes for art, and we went to this craft store that just opened in the shopping center right by my house, and it's really nice, so that is very good and convenient. And i didn't get any bad news today, although i still hate my schedule and it makes me sad (i used to have english right after lunch, and i had a nice small class, and i was one of the smartest people in there. Now i have it first period and it's a huge class and there's more smart people in there so i'm not special anymore. And i have psychology right after lunch which is not fun to look forward to, and it only has 11, 11 people in it, so i can't hide from my evil bitch from hell teacher. You just know i'm never going to get used to this and i'll be depressed all year.) That was a very long parenthetical statement.
- 3:07 PM
why
- 12:51 AM
Today has been one of the worst days that i have had in a long time. I came home, and i cried, and i fell asleep, and i woke up, and i watched tv and ate, and here i am. I had to go get my two comfy teddy bears that i got for Christmas to comfort me.
I'm supposed to be writing a psychology essay that's due tomorrow that won't be graded but will be checked to see if we did it. I am not writing it. Hopefully there will be time tomorrow to do it. Shouldn't it be understandable in psychology how emotionally fucked up i am right now that i shouldn't have to write an essay? I was thinking today (just like every other day) about whether any of this is worth it. There are so many better things.
My jaw really fucking hurts. It's like out of place or something. It gets weird a lot like that.
- 12:25 AM
Monday, January 22, 2001
I HATE SCHOOL. My whole damn schedule sucks now, and i miss my old classes. And i have a D, a fucking D for the semester in art (ahh yes, you laugh, but you have never been to my art class). So now i'm on like, probation and shit i guess. If i get more bad grades i get to be kicked out! Whhheee! Life sucks.
- 8:18 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2001
School tomorrow. I am sad now. They should give us at least a whole week off after exams. But no no, only one extra day.
- 6:33 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2001
I saw O Brother, Where Art Thou? today finally. That was the COOLEST movie. Freakin' hilarious, i loved it.
- 10:12 PM
I am so tired. And not happy. I should be HAPPY, because exams are OVER. And yet here i am... tired and unhappy.
I finished watching Evangelion yesterday. A lot of people didn't like the end of the tv series apparently, but i did. I even understood quite a bit of it (mostly thanks to my training in IB English... so sad). It's funny how the beginning of the series was just really cool and happy a lot of the time with the bits of confusing conspiracy type stuff, and then about halfway through it gets really not happy ever (but remains really good). But now i'm really pissed off, because of course now i wanna see the movies, which of course have not been released in the US. Is that not the most retarded thing?? It's like, if your gonna release the tv series, release the movies too, because they're really integral to everything and the actual end of the show. DUHHH. Stoopid.
- 1:06 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2001
Gaaaah, i love Ed. And of course The West Wing, but that was a rerun tonight (not that reruns aren't good, they just aren't as exciting). Wednesday is a very good tv night nowadays, i tell you. But, ah, anyway, Ed is the best! It's so funny and cute and happy and good. I loves me some TeeVee.
Oh, and i'm half done with exams! Only two more to go (3 stupid freaking essays to write tomorrow. BOOOoooo). But then i'm done and i will be happy! Once i'm done with stuff like this, i don't even care about how i did, i'm just glad it's over with, ya know? Yes.
- 11:04 PM
Monday, January 15, 2001
WHY didn't i start studying for exams last week? Because. I. am. an. idiot.
- 9:50 PM
You know what i love? Valentines. I was just thinking about this. I remember getting so many cool ones in elementary school. And i love getting the candy, and i remember a long time ago my parents would get us little presents on Valentine's Day, and i liked that. When i was in third grade, after school on Valentine's Day we got our dog, and i remember i was one of maybe 3 kids on the bus that day because everybody else was at the Valentine's Dance. I think i like Valentine's Day, even though it's kind of depressing, i like all the red and pink and white of it.
Why did i just write a whole post about Valentine's Day? It's a whole month away. CRAZIness.
- 9:06 PM
Saturday, January 13, 2001
I love hot cocoa. Mmmm... liquid chocolate. I also love SpongeBob SquarePants. I've watched it 1 and a half times today. It's the coolest show.
- 11:36 PM
Friday, January 12, 2001
I just drove all the way down to school, had my art teacher tell me i need to do more work (while i study for exams), and then drove all the way home. Fun does not even begin to describe it.
- 2:46 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2001
I actually did some art today! And i wasn't all anal and obsessive about it! I actually let myself be sloppy! (as stupid as that sounds, it is incredibly hard for me to let things be anything less than perfect, even if i want to be 'carefree') But... i still have to do more. :P BUT! Ed and The West Wing were on tonight, and that made me happy, because they were good. But then i have to go to school tomorrow. Egh.
- 10:28 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2001
You know, my naps really screw me up. I go to sleep right when i get home, then i get up at around 6:00, so like i'm still groggy right now. Pfttfth. I have to study me some calculus. Whenever i think of calculus i always think of you + me = us. Because yeah. Do you know what tonight was? Tonight was Tuesday. Tonight was a new episode of Buffy. Do you know what tomorrow is? Tomorrow is Wednesday. Tomorrow is a new episode of The West Wing. Do you know what? I like that. But exams are next week. But i also get a five day weekend. It's the good and the bad, people. The good and the bad. And of course the ugly.
(for the sake of this post, please do not question the author's sanity. just let it go.)
- 11:49 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2001
Okay, i've got 767 words written for my essay. Only 233 to go! RAWK. (i can hear the crowds cheering... it's like i'm in the last leg of a race. Except not really.) I've decided to just ignore my journals till tomorrow (screw it, i'll get the 10 points off for being late), and i already have an idea for my spanish project, and that's not due till Thursday. See? I handle my procrastination very organized-ly.
- 10:45 PM
I just watched The Patriot for the second time. I love Heath. He's just so... great. ::siiiiiiigh:: But i have discovered the the damn DVD player on my computer doesn't work. It's saying i don't have some program to run it. Goddammit.
I have to go back to schooool, like, tomorrow. Motherfuckinggodammitshitassfuckdamncrapshitdamnmhhhfgha. I've just barely started on my homework. I hate school. And i swear, i can't bear to face my psychology teacher. ever. again. Her voice and the way she acts make me want to die. shitdamnassfuck
- 12:55 AM
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